Me: Guys i have something to ask you guys..
The Boys: Wsup man,
Me: What you guys think about my girlfriend?
The Boys: She cool and she got the cute girl dressing style. Why whats wrong?
Me:She changed alot after her ap testing days.
The Boys: Is that why you been sad lately.
Me: i guess, i been thinking what i can do, but everytime i try to talk to her. she always answering with one word or she just blast up on me..
Danny: Dude maybe she going through alot of things atm and she really need some spots to be alone without you texting her.
Me: Well i know she been busy and stressing but she could like told me to go away or some..
Tony: Dude you really just drop what you think cause you going to kill youself inside and she going to think you giving up on her..
Me: But, im not trying to give up on her, im just trying be a good boyfriend and be there for her..
Tony: She know you love her but if you going to keep letting it bring you down, then you going to gett so tired of her and leave her
Me: im not going to leave her.. i love her too much -.-
Ken: Be strong man, everything will be back to normal in no time.
Danny: just let her think and let her have spot to herself, she just got out of ap testing anyways.
Me: ( Tear up alittle) Life is so hard.. i want quit school..
Danny: NEVER quit school. NEVER
Tony: School is every all the fun come from when you know how to make it fun.
Me: I know that but school just putting alot of pressure on me and i cant handle everything at once.
( All the Girlfriends and girls came)
Everyone all with there Boyfriends/Girlfriends
Me: (give a beer) Aye tony im go walk around alone.
Tony: Alright be safe
Me: ( walk off alone and look at the beach)
Talking to my mind.
Me: i really want to help her but i dont know how. im so useless, why life having to be so stupid to me. i dont like my life nomore. IM SO DUMB!! ( Throw a rock in the water and sat on the rock and look at the water move)
Random Girl: Hey what you doing?
Me: Hi, im just thinkingg
Girl: what you thinking about? may i help?
Me: No it okay, it nothing to really tell people about.
Girl: Well just let it go for tonight and just injoy the party.
Me: for now, but it going to keep coming to me..
Girl: Just keep drinking and drink untiil it leave.
Me: i dont drink alot nomore..
Girl: why?? u use to drink alot huh?
Me: Yeah.. but i quit that cause i hurt someone.
Girl: oooo do you smoke?
Me: no i quit.
Girl: Dang what a good boy..
Me: i guess, Thank..
Girl: whats your name btw?
Me: I’m Lance, Nice to meet you..
Girl: Nice to meet you too, im Becca btw.
Me: ooo nice name..
Girl: thanks.. anyways do you know everyone over there.
Me: Yeah.. we all family.
Girl: ooo famous boy.
Me: Nahh knew them since middle school when they was all in high school.
Girl: oooo dang, anyways you’re cute
Me: Thanks, but im really not..
Girl: Yeah you are, (push me)
Me: No im not,
Girl: well im go back to drinking.
Me: Okay Bye…
Girl: here my number so you can text me..
Me:(gave the paper and wait until she walk away and throw the paper in the water and text Tony Who invited that girl Becca?)
Tonyy:( Repy back Shiet i dont know her, maybe she danny;s friend or some.. just injoy the party. i talk to you later)
Me:( Reply back, nah im cut out. im go drive alot,)
Tony: okay be safe
Me:Peace. ( turn off phone)
My Night went okay, im still thinking. i dont know what to do.
cant feel my body.. i keep throwing up blood, i been so tired for the past few days. dont even feel like myself nomore… what is wrong with me….