Smile :D

Thinking..

Fri, 10 May 2013 23:56:20 -0400

Me: Guys i have something to ask you guys..

The Boys: Wsup man,

Me: What you guys think about my girlfriend?

The Boys: She cool and she got the cute girl dressing style. Why whats wrong?

Me:She changed alot after her ap testing days.

The Boys: Is that why you been sad lately.

Me: i guess, i been thinking what i can do, but everytime i try to talk to her. she always answering with one word or she just blast up on me..

Danny: Dude maybe she going through alot of things atm and she really need some spots to be alone without you texting her.

Me: Well i know she been busy and stressing but she could like told me to go away or some..

Tony: Dude you really just drop what you think cause you going to kill youself inside and she going to think you giving up on her..

Me: But, im not trying to give up on her, im just trying be a good boyfriend and be there for her..

Tony: She know you love her but if you going to keep letting it bring you down, then you going to gett so tired of her and leave her

Me: im not going to leave her.. i love her too much -.-

Ken: Be strong man, everything will be back to normal in no time.

Danny: just let her think and let her have spot to herself, she just got out of ap testing anyways.

Me: ( Tear up alittle) Life is so hard.. i want quit school..

Danny: NEVER quit school. NEVER

Tony: School is every all the fun come from when you know how to make it fun.

Me: I know that but school just putting alot of pressure on me and i cant handle everything at once.

( All the Girlfriends and girls came)

Everyone all with there Boyfriends/Girlfriends

Me: (give a beer) Aye tony im go walk around alone.

Tony: Alright be safe

Me: ( walk off alone and look at the beach)

Talking to my mind.

Me: i really want to help her but i dont know how. im so useless, why life having to be so stupid to me. i dont like my life nomore. IM SO DUMB!! ( Throw a rock in the water and sat on the rock and look at the water move)

Random Girl: Hey what you doing?

Me: Hi, im just thinkingg

Girl: what you thinking about? may i help?

Me: No it okay, it nothing to really tell people about.

Girl: Well just let it go for tonight and just injoy the party.

Me: for now, but it going to keep coming to me..

Girl: Just keep drinking and drink untiil it leave.

Me: i dont drink alot nomore..

Girl: why?? u use to drink alot huh?

Me: Yeah.. but i quit that cause i hurt someone.

Girl: oooo do you smoke?

Me: no i quit.

Girl: Dang what a good boy..

Me: i guess, Thank..

Girl: whats your name btw?

Me: I’m Lance, Nice to meet you..

Girl: Nice to meet you too, im Becca btw.

Me: ooo nice name..

Girl: thanks.. anyways do you know everyone over there.

Me: Yeah.. we all family.

Girl: ooo famous boy.

Me: Nahh knew them since middle school when they was all in high school.

Girl: oooo dang, anyways you’re cute

Me: Thanks, but im really not..

Girl: Yeah you are, (push me)

Me: No im not,

Girl: well im go back to drinking.

Me: Okay Bye…

Girl: here my number so you can text me..

Me:(gave the paper and wait until she walk away and throw the paper in the water and text Tony Who invited that girl Becca?)

Tonyy:( Repy back Shiet i dont know her, maybe she danny;s friend or some.. just injoy the party. i talk to you later)

Me:( Reply back, nah im cut out. im go drive alot,)

Tony: okay be safe

Me:Peace. ( turn off phone)

My Night went okay, im still thinking. i dont know what to do.

cant feel my body.. i keep throwing up blood, i been so tired for the past few days. dont even feel...

Mon, 06 May 2013 20:06:04 -0400

cant feel my body.. i keep throwing up blood, i been so tired for the past few days. dont even feel like myself nomore… what is wrong with me….

master

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 21:54:58 -0400

master

@xdannaa is my master

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 21:51:44 -0400

FUCK YOU

Wed, 13 Mar 2013 23:33:28 -0400

TOO MUCH PUSSY OUT HERE.Fuck a fake friends, where the Real homies at..

life is so hard.

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 00:17:05 -0400

Hate hanging with friends sometime.

Thu, 07 Mar 2013 01:57:30 -0500

They all Couples and im the lonely one :(

Stupid ass bitch.. no1 even talking about you and u think im talking shiet about you.. u dont even know the fuken story and u talking shiet already.

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 22:03:02 -0500

The older you get, Things get smaller and weirder to me.

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 00:43:47 -0500

your the first girl i really dont want to lose.

Wed, 27 Feb 2013 02:29:03 -0500

-cry-

Day and Night Jam.. doing it tonight again. ill miss you.

Wed, 27 Feb 2013 02:03:35 -0500

Day and Night Jam.. doing it tonight again. ill miss you.

you deserve better. i aint perfect like other guys out there. i cant give you what other guys can....

Wed, 27 Feb 2013 01:58:00 -0500

you deserve better. i aint perfect like other guys out there. i cant give you what other guys can. there a guys out there is give your everything you wanted from a guys. i just cant give you that cause im just not the right guys.

im miss you..

Wed, 27 Feb 2013 01:55:32 -0500

Thanks for not caring about my feeling.

Tue, 26 Feb 2013 01:18:29 -0500

i never knew u can have dream in daylight..

Sun, 24 Feb 2013 23:04:00 -0500

getting chopped and shotted in my dream -.-. o gawd… shiet be getting down in my dreams -.-

being drunk and having things in your mind is not a good combo..

Tue, 19 Feb 2013 03:08:26 -0500

in my mind- i think she change alot after we broke up.

im just drunk cause im thinking to much about things. been drunk for 4 days straight..

not koool :O no1 want facetime with me :O time to go to sleep

Tue, 19 Feb 2013 01:57:21 -0500

lonely life. drunk people dont like waking up in the middle of the night to pick up fone call. different story if your a special person to me an i wouldnt be mad.. hopefully she dont read this. peace. goodnight everyonee

SHIET.. Round 4 of drinking is good enough.. hangover at school tmr..

Tue, 19 Feb 2013 01:45:59 -0500

are you really that heartbroken over your ex?

Mon, 18 Feb 2013 00:48:00 -0500

maybe?? maybe not??

Round 3 of drinking and pool.

Mon, 18 Feb 2013 00:45:31 -0500

oo man.. life is so boring.. drinking too much